I am lonely, more alone than ever. Sitting in office right now, it seems like life is just passing by and I am watching it like a mute spectator from sidelines. It seems it is just a dream, It feels like a cinema where image in screen is changing every moment. I have no control on anything. I am not writing what I am writing right now it is just happening and I do not understand the purpose.
I need a soul mate, I want to talk somebody. I want somebody to listen to what I have to say. I may have to say most awkward things but I want somebody to listen to me without any prejudice. I want somebody to tell me that you might have done lot of mistakes in past but you do not have feel guilty about it all your life. I want somebody to hold my hands and wipe my tears. I want somebody to tell me that you have every right to feel happy and try for more fulfilled life. I need somebody with whom I can share my every desire every dream and I do not have to think twice before saying everything. I want somebody to tell me that they are hurt because I did something wrong and I would like to accept my fault and try to improve myself.
I want to make someone happy. I want to have intent and capacity to love someone. I want to love life.